Alright so as i am sitting hear doing homework for my Lit. class i can't concentrate. Even during soccer i couldn't concentrate. I made good shots but when it came to positioning, which i usually shine in, i failed. I didnt know what was bothering me but now as im sitting here, i realize it's regret. I regret not asking her for help in the hall when i passed her. I regret not asking her if she wanted to have lunch or hang out sometime. I know that people have been calling me crazy lately because finally the girl of my dreams likes me back and im gonna blow it for someone i know?? well let me explain.
The girl ive liked forever.....i cant name one legit reason for me to like her. And she apparently has liked me since sixth grade.....yet she was a bitch to me those 3 years....? Really? if you were that immature while i was practically pouring my heart out for you, i dont think i should give you the time of day! but there's something that always pulls me back....idk what though. But the 2 reasons over all the others that's making me apprehensive about letting you in...is you said shit about my best friend who i consider family (since she came to a family party ;)) and.....you've hurt me, ive cried over you....you cant win me back so easily.
Now, this freshman. Lots of people have been saying "Oh, she's not that hot dude" but she's awesome. I REALLY want to get to know her before jumping into things considering i barely know her, but from our 2 conversations we've had, i feel comfortable around her. Idk....maybe im just imagining this spark; maybe she won't even like me.....oh that would suck.....SO bad. I hope she at least takes me into consideration because i can see something really good resulting from this.
The girl ive liked forever.....i cant name one legit reason for me to like her. And she apparently has liked me since sixth grade.....yet she was a bitch to me those 3 years....? Really? if you were that immature while i was practically pouring my heart out for you, i dont think i should give you the time of day! but there's something that always pulls me back....idk what though. But the 2 reasons over all the others that's making me apprehensive about letting you in...is you said shit about my best friend who i consider family (since she came to a family party ;)) and.....you've hurt me, ive cried over you....you cant win me back so easily.
Now, this freshman. Lots of people have been saying "Oh, she's not that hot dude" but she's awesome. I REALLY want to get to know her before jumping into things considering i barely know her, but from our 2 conversations we've had, i feel comfortable around her. Idk....maybe im just imagining this spark; maybe she won't even like me.....oh that would suck.....SO bad. I hope she at least takes me into consideration because i can see something really good resulting from this.