What do I want to do?
I used to play violin, for 10 years. I did Karate. I Fenced. I even started Ballet at one point.
Everyone around me seems to have a focus. Something that they're really good at and take pride in. The few things I could do well- like play violin- have faded into my past and I can no longer boast about. I decided I wasn't good enough at them, and just gave up.
I'd like to be good at everything. I'd like to dance ballet, and play guitar, and be an awesome soccer player, and play violin proffessionally, and all sorts of things.
But now I find that I'm 15, and I can't do any of those things, and chances are, I probably never will, because I just can't make up my mind.
I used to play violin, for 10 years. I did Karate. I Fenced. I even started Ballet at one point.
Everyone around me seems to have a focus. Something that they're really good at and take pride in. The few things I could do well- like play violin- have faded into my past and I can no longer boast about. I decided I wasn't good enough at them, and just gave up.
I'd like to be good at everything. I'd like to dance ballet, and play guitar, and be an awesome soccer player, and play violin proffessionally, and all sorts of things.
But now I find that I'm 15, and I can't do any of those things, and chances are, I probably never will, because I just can't make up my mind.