well, it's Father's Day. this'll be the first Father's Day I'll spend with my dad. It's going to be so awkward. When he gets home he'll have cheesecake for us to eat and then he's ordering in some Peruvian food (he's from Peru). anyways, I don't know what to tell him. "Happy Father's Day"? *insert awkward hug* Nah.. I could just pretend I don't know it's today because I think he doesn't even know about it and his wife and daughter obviously forgot because they're out at her graduation. I swear, this family is so dysfunctional. What happened to two parents that have kids together and are married and happy? I mean, now there's like half siblings and parents are separated and people are unhappy and kids have to go back and forth visiting parents and it's just so complicated and pointless. I wonder if I would have liked my parents married. It's weird because I've never seen them as a couple so it would be so odd to imagine them as a married couple. Which reminds me, my mom's birthday is next week and I won't get to see her. I'd actually rather be there, but what can I do. But I should be grateful - my parents both kick their asses trying to get along nowadays for my sake. Which is hard for them to do reflecting upon their relationship 2 years ago. It's actually kind of sad how most of the time they've known each other they spent hating each other than loving each other. It's like they made me and then they went their separate ways leaving behind grudges. Is that what the future is leading to? Most couples nowadays divorce or break up. Soon enough we'll have people meeting, having kids, fighting, and leaving each other and that will be all. What will become of families? Why is it so hard to make relationships work these days? I asked my dad that last night and he said it's because people change. But just because people change doesn't mean they can't still work at their relationship to be together, right? I mean, you got together for a reason.. you loved each other. So why is it so hard to make it work? I don't understand. And what about cheating? Why do people cheat so much? What is so hard about being with a person and being loyal and honest with them? Lust, I think. People care so much about what their privates are telling them to do so they end up cheating. And what about emotional affairs? If you like this other person so much, why don't you just break up with your boyfriend or girlfriend before someone's feelings get hurt? Yeah, breaking up hurts, but it's better you do it so they don't fall deeper into the relationship you're not so hot about anyways. Logistics, yes? Well, maybe that's just me. But I'd rather here the truth from my boyfriend and break up with him than let him go around behind my back with some skank. Oh well.
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AuthorHi, my name is Lizzie. I'm about to turn 18, and I'm worried a lot, and I love food, and I lack self-control a lot, and I'm really talkative, and none of this information is important, yet I'm compelled to say it all. This is my blog. Archives
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