I don't understand the world. There is so much pain and suffering.
Last night I threw up. I forgot what it felt like to throw up so badly. I hadn't in a while. I also got a fever. When I thought about it more, I realized - there are people out there that are so insecure about their bodies they force themselves to throw up their meals.
I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow about my bad periods.
Somewhere out there, there's a girl just like me, probably several of them that suffer just as much if not more than me during her periods. The only difference between us is that I have medical treatment accessibility and she doesn't.
Right now, my mom is sitting across from me watching a British show. Right now, someone's mom is gone and won't ever come back.
I'm completely mind bottled. I've been studying quite a bit of World History lately. I'm reading about hundreds of wars that have occurred in the past, some centuries or thousands of years ago. Think of all those people who died, some for no reason at all. We're still living in a similar world.
This is what I wish:
-I wish everyone had food, water, and shelter
-I wish everyone was educated
-I wish everyone was mentally stable
-I wish greed and ignorance no longer exists
Sure, I can wish all I want, but I'm not so sure the world will ever change and be that utopia we all want it to be. For now, if anything, we need to be aware.