Maybe it's because I've spent the last three days inside, and I have no life, but I really want to sing again. I regret giving it up a long time ago, because as a result I lost my voice. I mean, I used to actually be talented, or so I thought, and many other people thought. I stopped singing for about 4 years and it's probably one of the worst decisions I've made in my life. Especially because that's when I began to go through puberty and my body and voice was changing, so it pretty much screwed up any chance for me to develop my voice more. I don't know why I did it... I guess I felt pressured by so many people... Ughh. I'm trying, though. I guess I need to start off slow and try to work my way up the ultimate song I mastered so many years ago, which is "I Turn to You" by Christina Aguilera. I find that it's the most challenging song I've ever sang so let's see if I can get back to that. Other than my singing dilemma, life is pretty boring around here. My dad ordered a cell phone for me last night which is pretty cool... It arrives next week. I miss St.Louis, too. :( All of my friends and my mom and my siblings. And my kitty cats. :( </3 My dad is so annoying, sometimes. Everyday while he is at work he calls me like 4 times a day just to ask how I am doing. Obviously, I know that there is food in the refrigerator, and I know I can do whatever I want, you don't have to remind me. I think he's only calling though to make sure I haven't been shot or anything, which is stupid because he's got an alarm system on his house and bars around the downstairs windows (I think he only has those to make sure my little sister can't sneak out of the house). This is really frustrating, I'm starting to think I'd like to spend time with my grandma now, and my grandpa dude (aka the guy my grandma dated for twenty years and now they just live together) who is really sick. :( Blahh. In conclusion, I think I'm doing okay, overall. I'm just supremely bored and I'd like some sherbet ice cream.
with love,
Lizzie
with love,
Lizzie