I feel as if everyone is getting mad at me for not making time for them.
I have missed so much school lately, I'm way behind on schoolwork, I'm sleep deprived, I have medical issues, and I'm generally just annoyed with the world. I'm sorry that I don't call you enough. I'm sorry I don't text you back. I'm sorry I ignore you at 9 pm at night when I'm cramming for a test. Why do you think I'm going to stop the world just so I can talk to you? Can't you be patient? I'm not going to put aside my priorities just because you're coming into town or because you need someone to talk to.
I try to be a good sister. I try to be a good friend. I try to be a good daughter.
It's not fucking easy. Give me a break. Stop texting me "HEY!" everyday. Stop trying to talk to me when I don't want to talk to you! Stop asking if I'm okay if I am clearly crying. Can't you just leave me alone? Can't the world just leave me alone, just for a little? Is it too much to ask?
I need to be by myself.
I have missed so much school lately, I'm way behind on schoolwork, I'm sleep deprived, I have medical issues, and I'm generally just annoyed with the world. I'm sorry that I don't call you enough. I'm sorry I don't text you back. I'm sorry I ignore you at 9 pm at night when I'm cramming for a test. Why do you think I'm going to stop the world just so I can talk to you? Can't you be patient? I'm not going to put aside my priorities just because you're coming into town or because you need someone to talk to.
I try to be a good sister. I try to be a good friend. I try to be a good daughter.
It's not fucking easy. Give me a break. Stop texting me "HEY!" everyday. Stop trying to talk to me when I don't want to talk to you! Stop asking if I'm okay if I am clearly crying. Can't you just leave me alone? Can't the world just leave me alone, just for a little? Is it too much to ask?
I need to be by myself.