I'm a couple months into sophomore year of high school. I've experienced so much in so little time.
I moved homes, which changed my perspective of life a lot, oddly enough. I feel a lot more at home here. Living so far out from school and my friends was uncomfortable and lonely. However, I did have one friend out there that I will be visiting Saturday to "jam out" (our way of saying we're going to play guitar and sing).
Another thing that's changed (and has been slowly getting worse) is the fact that I no longer have an honest relationship with my sister. She hates my mom and brother and I'm almost positive she hates me, too. She never speaks to us and when she does she's usually complaining or yelling at us. Today my mom offered her dinner and she walked right out the front door and she hasn't been home since. I asked my mom today what the best day of her life was, and she told me each individual day she had a child, even though "they hate" her and she "almost died" (LOL).
I also met a new friend online and he and I have been talking a lot about life lately. I love meeting new people, it's so refreshing and exciting. In addition, I got over Ted. I realize now how much time I wasted on that boy. I am so happy to be through with those pent up feelings and heartbreaking angst. I feel better now, like I finally lifted off a million weights. To include, I got back in touch with an old friend that I haven't spoken with in months, so I'm glad that I didn't loose complete touch with him.
In drama club at school I have been casted as the female version of Hyde in That 70s Show. Our fall plays will be a series of five 10 minute plays that are tv spoofs. I am beyond excited about my role especially because my roles last year were so small. Finally, I can really test out my true acting skills.
Hmmm.... let's see. Right now I'm supposed to be doing homework. After I'm finished with that I am going to shower and braid my hair. I really want to cut my hair, so as soon as spring comes around I will chop it all off to my shoulders. Long hair is far too much work and I never brush my hair anymore, or do anything pretty with it. My mom is always yelling at me about it, but it's just too much effort and I don't really care what people think of my hair. The way I see it is if someone was a true, genuine friend, it wouldn't matter if my hair was up or down. My mother fails to see this point. In any case, it'll all be gone in the spring, so I'm anxiously anticipating that.
(CAT LADY MOMENT) I just want to say that my cat looks really cute right now. He's cuddled up at the edge of our love seat, snoring, eyes shut tightly and laying against my blanket. I love that little guy.
School... kind of sucks. I just have a lot of homework. And boring classes. And no sleep. And annoying classmates. But that's all normal, right? I wonder what it would be like if I went to high school with a lot of people and a real cheerleading and football team and marching band. My school is very small and oppressive. I don't know if I like it or if I don't... Meh. Who knows.
Well. I'm going to end this. So goodnight, or good day, or good morning to ya! Bye :)
I moved homes, which changed my perspective of life a lot, oddly enough. I feel a lot more at home here. Living so far out from school and my friends was uncomfortable and lonely. However, I did have one friend out there that I will be visiting Saturday to "jam out" (our way of saying we're going to play guitar and sing).
Another thing that's changed (and has been slowly getting worse) is the fact that I no longer have an honest relationship with my sister. She hates my mom and brother and I'm almost positive she hates me, too. She never speaks to us and when she does she's usually complaining or yelling at us. Today my mom offered her dinner and she walked right out the front door and she hasn't been home since. I asked my mom today what the best day of her life was, and she told me each individual day she had a child, even though "they hate" her and she "almost died" (LOL).
I also met a new friend online and he and I have been talking a lot about life lately. I love meeting new people, it's so refreshing and exciting. In addition, I got over Ted. I realize now how much time I wasted on that boy. I am so happy to be through with those pent up feelings and heartbreaking angst. I feel better now, like I finally lifted off a million weights. To include, I got back in touch with an old friend that I haven't spoken with in months, so I'm glad that I didn't loose complete touch with him.
In drama club at school I have been casted as the female version of Hyde in That 70s Show. Our fall plays will be a series of five 10 minute plays that are tv spoofs. I am beyond excited about my role especially because my roles last year were so small. Finally, I can really test out my true acting skills.
Hmmm.... let's see. Right now I'm supposed to be doing homework. After I'm finished with that I am going to shower and braid my hair. I really want to cut my hair, so as soon as spring comes around I will chop it all off to my shoulders. Long hair is far too much work and I never brush my hair anymore, or do anything pretty with it. My mom is always yelling at me about it, but it's just too much effort and I don't really care what people think of my hair. The way I see it is if someone was a true, genuine friend, it wouldn't matter if my hair was up or down. My mother fails to see this point. In any case, it'll all be gone in the spring, so I'm anxiously anticipating that.
(CAT LADY MOMENT) I just want to say that my cat looks really cute right now. He's cuddled up at the edge of our love seat, snoring, eyes shut tightly and laying against my blanket. I love that little guy.
School... kind of sucks. I just have a lot of homework. And boring classes. And no sleep. And annoying classmates. But that's all normal, right? I wonder what it would be like if I went to high school with a lot of people and a real cheerleading and football team and marching band. My school is very small and oppressive. I don't know if I like it or if I don't... Meh. Who knows.
Well. I'm going to end this. So goodnight, or good day, or good morning to ya! Bye :)